My Sweet Baby Oliver

On November 23, 2009, my Sweet Baby Oliver passed away. He was not acting as he normally did, so we took him into the vet, and they told us he had cancer, and he had about two to four months to live. We later found out that he also had cancer in his liver and spleen, and if we didn't put him down soon, his spleen would rupture, and he would bleed to death. So, we made the decision while in California to put him to sleep. This decision was so hard knowing we would not be able to see him one last time.

Oliver was the GREATEST dog that ever lived. Even though he had a mind of his own, and was sometimes a little brat, he was the cutest dog ever born. He ruled our family with his adorable looks and loving personality. Even though he hated to cuddle with me (and most of the time I would force him to), I know he truly cared about me. Whenever I would cry, he would lay by me, letting me know he was there for me. Whenever I would come home from the Deeg, he would sleep on my bed. We also always took random naps together. He was always the best napping partner. Even though I annoyed him so much, because I always wanted to be holding him or putting costumes on him, I know he loved me deep down.

Right before we left to Cali, I spent 3 nights at home. I would not have normally done that, but I decided to that week. Oliver and I spent a lot of time together, taking naps, watching movies, or just laying by him. I know I stayed home those few days because he was about to leave, and Heavenly Father knew I needed more time with him. I noticed he was so sad, so during those couple of days, I fed him a lot of cheese which I know he loved. When my dad took him to the vet, for some reason it was so hard to let go. Now that I know that was the last time I saw him, I know everything worked out how it was supposed to. He lived a wonderful life of ten years making every day more exciting than the day before. He was loved by many, and I know many people were hurt by him leaving. But, I know his cousin Toby was in heaven waiting for him, and he is more happy than ever. My mom says we have him as a special angel to watch over us as we are still down here.

I love you Oliver, and miss you so much. Thank you for all of the fun memories!!

Why-Rascal Flatts

It must a been a place so dark, couldn't feel the light
Reachin' for you through that stormy cloud
Now here we are gathered in our little home town
This can't be the way you meant to draw a crowd

Oh why that's what I keep askin'
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I had no clue you were masking a troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong and why you'd leave the stage in the middle of a song

Now in my mind I keep you frozen as a seventeen year old
Rounding third to score the winning run
You always played with passion no matter what the game
When you took the stage you shined just like the sun

Oh why that's what I keep askin'
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, oh God only knows
What went wrong and why you'd leave the stage in the middle of a song

Now the oak trees are swayin' in the early autumn breeze
The golden sun is shining on my face
The tangled thoughts I hear a mockingbird sing
This old world really ain't that bad a place

Oh why there's no comprehending
And who am I to try to judge or explain
Oh but I do have one burning question
Who told you life wasn't worth the fight
They were wrong
They lied
And now you're gone
And we cried

Cause It's not like you to walk away in the middle of a song

Your beautiful song
Your absolutely beautiful song

In the Life of Dallas

I went to Dallas to visit my sister and I had so much fun! I was so lucky to be able to go down there and just hang out with the girls. I actually miss being there, because I love them all so much.

Jane was adorable! She is talking a lot more now (even screaming!) and was so much fun to be around. She is so sweet and the cutest girl ever!!

Sweet little Abby is always a fun time! She has quite the mind of her own! I seriously think she is smarter than I am. With her praising the Lord songs and giving me advice how to slow down my prayers, she was such a joy to be around.

Airport Visit

So my best friend THOM left on Wednesday for Texas! Even though the MTC advises no one to come to the airport when a missionary leaves, we decided we needed to pay a visit to the airport. We got there a little late (Timmy drove extremely slow on the freeway), so we were worried we had missed him. My mom had made sweet rolls so we brought those and just waited for what seemed like forever. Finally, we saw a big group of missionaries walk in, and I took off running to see him. I could not wait! I was so excited, and he was thrilled to see us there. Alex made fun of him for a while, but soon enough the boys were talking about sports. Of course. Thom's mission companion did not like that we were there. After a while, he had to leave, but I was just so happy that we were able to see him. He is such a great missionary!

SYTYCD

So You Think You Can Dance is the GREATEST show ever made!! I love it.

I was so sad that Janette was kicked off, I thought she was going to win for sure! But now I love Jeanine, she is so talented. Her and Brandon performed a dance called "Battlefield" and it was AMAZING!! I got chills when I watched them performed! It makes me miss dancing so much.

Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince

I saw Harry Potter last night and it was so good! They didn't follow the book as much as I would have liked, but I still loved it! The reason I put a picture of Bellatrix up, is I think Helena Bonham Carter is AMAZING at this role! She is so creepy, but brilliant in how she does it. I just love every time she comes on the screen, because she is so good at her role.

I also am OBSESSED with Luna Lovegood! She is definitely my favorite! She is so funny, and so cute but at the same time really out there. I think she is adorable though, and I just love her character. Evanna Lynch is such a great actress!